I am just going to be me

I keep on coming back to this decision, sometimes I stray, try to do things differently, but it just does
not feel right.  We are slowly getting back to school/work mode after all the holidays, and I am raring to go.  I have been working since I was 12, my parents owned a submarine sandwich shop in Denver, my brother and I would hop on a bus after school.  We helped serve the customers, and also was fun to serve ourselves in our own all you can eat paradise.  I have always enjoyed making my own money, when I was 16 and in 11th grade of High School, there was an opportunity to go to Israel for a semester.  My father told me to earn half the money, and he would help with the other half.  It was one of the worst jobs I ever had,a bus girl, cleaning dishes off the tables, preparing salads.  I would see the hostess with the mostess looking all pretty and mingling, and know that I was doing it for a reason that was worth it. I knew Israel would be the one place my parents would let a nice young Jewish girl go, it was magic, it was the first time I got drunk, and in trouble.  I loved learning about history in the actual places that it happened, wherever we went there were handsome soldiers accompanying us.  That started my love of travel, I have been to so many wonderful places thanks to working on Norwegian Cruise Line. Los Angeles was my destination I set to find myself, I found Yoga and I found my husband.  Always trusted my gut, always needed to feel connected to whatever I was doing.  I have had so many jobs, and now I am blessed to do what I love, Yoga, Doula, sprinkled with Fitness and Nutrition.

Throughout my journey, I would commit to a position, and do it 100% but if it wasn't me, if it didn't feel good, if the energy exchange was not there, I would have no problem moving on.  Now married with children, still doing what I love, and I would not change a thing.  Some people do what they are good at, make an amazing living, and do what they love as a hobby.  I am not wired that way, I cannot and luckily am able to make that choice with the support of my family, to pursue my passion and my purpose in this world.

Below is a beautiful message to women from a pioneer in the birth world, this is the truth, there is nothing to fear.  Our body knows what to do, the baby knows what to do, and Thank God for everything else that exists just in case.

Feeling 100% sure,
Coach Yulia