Evaluation

Evaluation is the most challenging thing in the world for me.  I really look at everything as organic, molding, changing, growing, and it is just as it should be as the journey moves along.  In my classes my goal is to create a space where everyone feels open to just feeling good, giving themselves their undivided attention, and allowing themselves just to be where they are.

I am in a position where I need to write evaluations, and it is the hardest thing for my brain, for my person.  Most of my life I have been in areas of work that did not focus on performance or behavior, it was more about creating a mood, feeling, space, for everyone to enjoy, that is what I do, I am present and I invite everyone to be present with me.

I love having my own thing, not into being micromanaged, but I am always open to get uncomfortable, out of my comfort zone, try new things, learn new things, and grow.

Sometimes what we do not like leads us to a new way of doing things, creating our own way of doing things.  I have been teaching Yoga for 15 years, it just clicked, but Pilates was a bit later, and when I first started, I did not love it, but figured it was something that complimented other things I do.  I eventually developed my own style and method of teaching, and now I love that I attract students that really want to learn core, form, and alignment, and I have learned how to explain it in a way that everyone figures out their own way to do it.  Now Pilates is a pleasure, and I enjoy being in my own zone while I get my students into their zone.

Lesson is to stick with it and reevaluate later.
I guess I have to keep evaluating,
Even Evaluating Myself,
Such is life,
Try Different Things,
Try it in different ways,
Focus on making it feel right doing it in a style that makes sense to you,
Trust What Feels Right,
Gotta Get Back To The Evaluations,
Coach Yulia